My Life

Blogging is the furthest thing from my mind presently yet I am here...

I feel a bit under the weather...I am not exact sure why buh I tell errone its malaria...feels like malaria...should see all the mosquitoes that bit me 2 days ago it would be a surprise if its not...mom's doing the usual, fansidar with a massive helpin of herbal concoctions...who knows where those things actually do anything? or whether its safe to use them with drugs? I couldnt care less...flushed most of it down the toilet while pretending that i took it...best for us all that way..

Got the results of ma entrance exams...was exactly on the average no more, no less...kinda depressing, jus makes me think a whole lot of things...am jus hinging on to the hope that makes a way mehn...if not...I'd rather not imagine...

True or False

I am me...I long for a place and a space where I can be me...In the outside world I am someone else...akin to a pretender...I blend in everywhere I am...loved by one and all, but I know all the smiles hugs and gestures are alot less than the truth...This is the one place where I can be true, the one place I can be me...tell it all as it is...no pressure for anything more...